Thursday, April 9, 2009

It's so hard to say good-bye...

I've been contemplating the fate of this blog. My birthday was last week, which technically makes me ineligible to be 31derful any longer. I haven't come up with anything good for 32 yet. The only thing I can think of is 32-lowitzski, which is the name of the short stop for the Colorado Rockies. It doesn't have quite the same ring. Any ideas?

I've enjoyed sharing my dating stories with you and I wish I could tell you that they've ceased. The update on Indiana is that we dated for almost four months, but I learned that you don't really know someone until you see how he faces and deals with conflict. His passive aggressive/game-playing style differs significantly from my own. I couldn't navigate through his sarcasm and it really turned me off. So, that is over and I think I might just take a break from dating for awhile. It doesn't seem worth it right now. Someone always gets hurt. I don't want to be the hurt-ee or the hurt-er. No one does, right?

Oh, remember Colt? The one who joined me for a business meeting that really seemed more like a date? Well, I recently found out that not only does he have a girlfriend, but actually she is his FIANCE. What a dog. Sheesh.

So, this is my intention for the universe, God, and everyone to hear. I would like nothing more in life than to find my life partner. I'd like to find the one who gives me butterflies, a sense of security, shares my values, playfully teases me, likes to have fun, is athletic, and has his act together. I also need to take time to heal from a year that provided amusing dates, but was also a tumultuous emotional roller coaster. That might be slightly redundant (tumultuous and emotional), but I think it's apropos anyhow.

Thank you very much for reading, commenting, and supporting me. I hope you enjoyed it. Please wish me luck in my future endeavors. I'll leave you with a paraphrase of the final written words of Christopher McCandless, the college-aged kid who decided to shun society and isolate himself in Alaska (as told via the book or movie Into the Wild)...."True happiness is only achieved when shared with others." I agree wholeheartedly. May we all find that person with whom we may share that genuine happiness.

12 comments:

Ky (Two Pretzels) said...

Hug.

If ever you continue and/or start another blog, I shall read it fervently.

Iris Took said...

Looking forward to seeing you when you come home.

Anonymous said...

It's a pity you don't have a donate button! I'd definitely donate to this fantastic blog! I guess for now i'll settle for
book-marking and adding your RSS feed to my Google account.
I look forward to new updates and will share this blog with my Facebook group.
Talk soon!
Also visit my web blog - top affiliate programs

Anonymous said...

Hi, i believe that i saw you visited my website thus i got here to return the desire?

.I am trying to in finding things to improve my
website!I guess its adequate to use a few of your concepts!
!
My homepage ; small cap stocks

Anonymous said...

I've learn a few good stuff here. Definitely value bookmarking for revisiting. I surprise how much effort you put to create such a great informative site.
My website : webpage

Anonymous said...

Theѕe агe genuinely enormous
іdеaѕ іn сοncегning blogging.
You have toucheԁ some niсe fаctoгѕ heгe.
Аny way kеep up wrіnting.


Feel free tο ѕurf to my ѕite :: http://www.sarodia.com/guestbook/

Anonymous said...

An іnfoгmаtіοn anԁ іnstructіonal site for thе hоme
pіzza cook. From therе we moved οn to ԁinner, a staggеring ѕprеad of mouth-wateгing optіons prepareԁ for us by local гestаuгant legend 5 & 10.
Fоr severаl weеks I had been seeing this commerciаl on
television telling about a new pizza аnd since І love pizza I decided to purchase one on my next shopріng triр.



Check out my wеb page The Pizza Pan Akron

Anonymous said...

We're a group of volunteers and starting a new scheme in our community. Your website provided us with valuable info to work on. You've done a formidable job and
our entire community will be grateful to you.



Also visit my page :: www.zeitreise-2030.de

Anonymous said...

Hey very cool web site!! Man .. Excellent .. Wonderful .
. I will bookmark your blog and take the feeds also?
I am happy to find a lot of helpful info here within the publish, we'd like develop extra techniques in this regard, thank you for sharing. . . . . .

Feel free to visit my blog post: ranger forum

Anonymous said...

Excellent way of describing, and nice article to get information concerning my presentation topic, which i
am going to present in institution of higher education.

Feel free to visit my web page ... free.fr

Anonymous said...

Good day! This post couldn't be written any better! Reading this post reminds me of my previous room mate! He always kept chatting about this. I will forward this write-up to him. Fairly certain he will have a good read. Thanks for sharing!

my site ... brain.kaist.ac.kr

Anonymous said...

Hey I know this is off topic but I was wondering if you knew of any widgets I could add to my blog that automatically tweet my newest twitter updates.
I've been looking for a plug-in like this for quite some time and was hoping maybe you would have some experience with something like this. Please let me know if you run into anything. I truly enjoy reading your blog and I look forward to your new updates.

Here is my blog post: mederma stretch mark therapy reviews